saying goodbye...

"The Lord said to Abraham, "Leave your country,
your people and your father's household
and go to the land I will show you."
-Genesis 12:1

And now the feeling sinks in... I haven't really been given a chance to think about our departure again these past few weeks coz we were so busy with all the preparations but now as the date gets near the feeling of sadness prevail over the feeling of excitement. I hate to say goodbye... I will surely miss everyone here. My mom, dad, brothers, niece, my best friends, relatives, friends and everything about the life that i have here i will miss. I'm not much of a future thinker. I'm more of a live-the-day-as-it-comes kind of person. I know the grass is greener where we are about to go and I know that is what the Lord has planned for us... but ... it sucks that i can't bring everyone else with me... at least not yet...

Actually what breaks my heart most is leaving my family, most especially my mom. Looking back when I was younger I realized I used to take my family for granted. But as I left home 4 years ago I have learned, mostly from my hubby, the importance of family. I have come to appreciate my mom more since then. We have been sort of buddies than mother and daughter. And now that I am leaving I am saddened by the thought of not being able to spend time with her anymore. Yes I know that every year she will fly to visit me until they can get their visa to live with us but that would be quite a number of years still...

I know this goodbye is just temporary and we'll see each other again soon... but just the same I hate saying goodbye...

mix-mix

Gosh been so long since I last updated... been sooo busy recently especially now that our departure is getting near.

We already bought our tickets yesterday! Yey! Sept 23 it is then, no turning back now! :P

Oh and by the way got good news! Out of 6, 2 employers have expressed their interest in my application already! :D The other one even invited me for an interview on Thursday! Ngaks! I said I can't make it coding ako :P hehehe But it's good to know that there are a lot of opportunities out there AND with good compensation package! We were quite worried at first that we might have a hard time getting jobs there... well doesn't seem like it I HOPE! :D

Been busy here in the office too... finishing all my projects... but that's alright I've got 8 more days to go then I'm FREE!!! whoopee!!

Also started with packing already. We're not bringing much just some of our clothes and the PC and MAC. So basically everything that's left is for sale. I've also started sorting out our clothes already. A lot goes to the garage sale bin (ukay-ukay) :P We're only bringing the relatively new ones. Plus we've also started to shop for new clothes :D Now that's the fun part!

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Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory last Friday! Was soo cool! :D I love Jhonny Depp! hehehe "You're weird!" hehehe The set was amazing too! Reminds me of the Goya fun factory :P And the Oompa Loompas! hahaha

The Land Down Under!

At last it has arrived! After 2 long years the wait is finally over! Sydney, here we come!! :D

And now there's not much time for packing!! Arrghh! We're booked to leave on the 23rd of September. Joms and I have already tendered our resignation to our respective companies early this week. Actually our initial entry should not be later than Feb '06 but we're leaving early just the same before things get nasty in YOUR poor government. :)

But although our dreams did come true I can't help but feel sad about leaving. I mean I've lived here all my life... All my loved ones are here. And most especially I hate to leave my family :( I will surely miss them. Although the plan is to get them after a few years but still... I've never been away from them for more than a couple of kilometers... sigh...

But I know... there are more things to look forward to. For us, LIFE BEGINS AT SYDNEY :) Start of a new life... new jobs... new environment... new cuture... new house... and holding on to a promise of a brighter future for the family we are about to build there :) So Sydney here we come, mate!

For adoption :(

My baby Paris is up for adoption :( After 5 months of smuggling him in and out of the Condo, the Admin finally caught us red handed. How? Last Monday an Admin person knocked at our door to deliver a letter... we weren't there so Paris had to answer the door for us! Ayun huli! SHET! Now we have to let him go :(

If anyone would like to adopt this uber cute Shih Tzu puppy just let me know... "processing" fee is 10K :P hehehe Below are the details:

Born: Nov. 17, 2004
Gender: Male
Breed: Shih Tzu
Color: Tricolor (Black, Brown, White)
Complete shots
PCCI Registered

Free:
Science Diet Small Bites (what's left of it)
Shampoo (Forgot the brand just bought it at Bio Research last week used it once)
His fave pillow (this is a must!)
Collar (black)
Leash (black and grey)

email me at paris@dottystyle.com

Doomed to be jologs ang bansang to!

just sharing a good read. All I can say is I AGREE!

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Eye Opener: Walang kwenta ang Pilipinas
By: jawbreaker. (isang ordinaryong office worker na ayaw na magbayad ng tax...ever!)

Hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko. Sukang-suka na ko sa mga nangyayari sa bansang 'to!

Walang katapusang corruption, walang kamatayang pangbabatikos, pagbabatuhan ng tae at pagpapa-taasan ng ihi ng mga pulitiko sa bawat isa, walang tigil na imbestigasyon ng kung ano-anong isyu pero wala namang matinong resolusyon, walang puknat na pag-aagawan ng kapangyarihan sa pagitan ng mga partido, patuloy na pagdami ng tamad at tangang Pilipino, patuloy na pakikipaglaban ng ideolohiyang wala namang silbi.

Ang gobyerno ng Pilipinas, talo pa ang septic tank na hinihigop ngMalabanan ? saksakan ng dumi at napakabaho. Kaya hindi nakakapagtaka na ang Pilipinas ang isa sa pinakamahirap at corrupt na bansa sa mundo. Kasi lahat sila bulok, lahat sila walang kwenta. Lahat sila sugapa sa kapangyarihan at sa pera.

ANAK NG TETENG! !$#%Q!&!* @!!!!!

KAHIT KRISTIYANO AKO, HINDI KO MAPIGILANG MAGMURA AT HILINGIN SADIYOS (MINSAN NGA PATI SA DEMONYO) NA MAMATAY NA SILANG LAHAT ATI-BBQ SILA NG HABANG-BUHAY SA IMPIERNO.

SINONG "SILA"? EH DI MGA CORRUPT NA GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS ANDWORKERS, MGA TAMBAY NA PILIPINO NA ANG LALAKI NG KATAWAN PERO HINDI NAMAN NAGTRATRABAHO AT HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG TAX, MGA MAYAYAMAN AT ARISTANG TAX EVADERS, PATI MGA AKTIBISTA, NPA AT IBA PANG IDEOLOGICAL GROUPS NA HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG TAX PERO PANG-GULO!!! MAMATAY NA KAYO!!!

Lagi na lang sinasabi ng mga pulitiko: Ipaglaban ang masa! Tulungan ang masa! Mahalin ang masa!

PUNYETA! MASA LANG BA ANG TAO SA PILIPINAS?

SINO BA TALAGA ANG BUMUBUHAY SA PUNYETANG BANSANG TO?

SAAN BA GALING ANG PANGPAGAWA NG MGA TULAY AT KALYE? SAAN BA GALING ANG PORK BARREL? SAAN BA GALING ANG PERANG KINUKURAKOT NYO?

KAMI NA MGA MANGGAGAWA AT MIDDLE CLASS NA BAGO PA MAKUHA ANG SWELDO BAWAS NA ? KAMI ANG BUMUBUHAY SA WALANG KWENTANG BANSA NA 'TO!!!!!!!!!

BAKIT YANG BANG MGA MASANG YAN NA LAGI NA LANG SENTRO NG PLATAPORMA NG MGA PULITIKO EH NAGBABAYAD BA NG TAX???!!!!

F**K YOU! KAHIT ISA SA MGA NAG-RA-RALLYING MGA SQUATTER NA YAN, KAHIT SINGKO HINDI NAG-RE-REMIT YAN SA BIR!PERO PINAPAKINGGAN BA KAMI NG GOBYERNO?

LAGI NA LANG OPINYON NG MASA ANG INIINTINDI NG GOBYERNO.

KUNG SINO ANG NAG-RA-RALLY, SA EDSA, SILA ANG NASUSUNOD.

KUNG SINO ANG MAS MALAKAS SUMIGAW PERO WALA NAMANG ECONOMIC CONTRIBUTION, SILA LAGI ANG FOCUS PAG MAY PROBLEMA.

SILA LAGI ANG BIDA.

KAMING MGA ORDINARYONG OFFICE WORKERS, OFW'S, LABORERS AT IBA PANG NAG-TRA-TRABAHO AT NAGBABAYAD NG TAX ? KAMI ANG NAGPAPAKAHIRAP PARA BUHAYIN ANG PILIPINAS. KAMI ANG MGA TUNAY NA BAYANI NG BANSA!!!

Tuwing nakikita ko ang payslip ko, nag-iinit ang ulo ko at gustokong maiyak sa inis. Napakalaki ng tax na binabawas sa akin peroginagamit lang sa walang kwentang bagay ang perang pinaghirapan ko.

Lahat ng pagtitipid ginagawa ko para suportahan ang sarili ko, pamilya ko at ang punyetang bansang to. Ni hindi ako makabili ng chicken and spaghetti meal sa Jollibee kahit gutom na gutom na ko. Nag-tya-tyaga ako sa waffle na tig-P10, o kaya pag may konting pera, junior bola-bola siopao sa Mini-Stop sa halangang P20.

Eh kung yung pera ko na pinapangbabayad sa tax sa kin na lang napunta, eh di sana nakakapanood pa ko ng sine at least 2 beses sa isang buwan. Nakabili na sana ako ng bagong rubber shoes. Nakapagpagawa na sana ako ng sarili kong bahay.

Yung tax na binabayad ko, karamihan nun derecho sa bulsa ng mga corrupt na mga government officials at workers. Habang hirap na hirap akong i-budget ang pera ko, sila naman nagpapakasarap sa mga mansyon. SUV's at luxury cars pa ang dina-drive nila, samantalang ako sa pedicab lang sumasakay!

P****** INA! PERA KO YANG PINAPAGPAPASASAAN NYO!!!!!

Yung tax na binabayad ko, pinapangsuporta sa mga mahihirap. Saan ba galing ang pera pangpagawa ng housing at pagtulong sa mga mahihirap, di ba sa mga manggagawa na nagbabayad ng buwis! Pero karamihan ng mahihirap, kung umasta kala mo inaapi sila ng sobra.

SA TOTOO LANG NO, KAYA ANG MGA MAHIHIRAP LALONG NAGHIHIRAP KASI MGA TAMAD!

Ang daming mga tambay sa kalye na walang trabaho pero ang laki ng katawan. Eh kung sila ba nagkargador sa pier eh di sana may pera sila.

TAPOS WALA NA NGANG PERA, ANAK PA NG ANAK!

PUNYETA! LALO NYO LANG PINAPADAMI ANG TAMAD AT TANGA SA MUNDO!!!!!

Naaawa ako sa mga batang pakalat-kalat sa kalye at namamalimos. Imbes na nag-aaral, dumadagdag lang sila sa bilang ng mga future criminals sa Pinas. Hindi ako magtataka na yung batang nakita kong namamalimos sa Cubao, pagkatapos ng ilang taon cellphone snatcher na.

YUNG MGA MAGULANG NAMAN DYAN, COMMON SENSE LANG! HIRAP NA HIRAP NA NGA KAYO SA BUHAY, MANGDADAMAY PA KAYO NG IBA?! PAPARAMIHAN NYO PA LAHI NYO!

Palibhasa walang mga trabaho at walang pinagkaka-abalahan, kaya nagkakalabitan at nagsusundutan na lang maghapon, magdamag. Sa totoo lang, nakakabilib. Kasi kahit sa ilalim ng tulay o sa kariton lang, nakakabuo pa rin ng bata! Ibig sabihin, maabilidad ang mga Pinoy. Kung gugustuhin, gagawan ng paraan. Kahit sa makipot, mabaho at maduming lugar ? SOLVE!

Isa pang mga grupo ng tao na nakakainis, yung mga aktibista, NPA at kung ano-ano pang ideological political groups. Sabi nila, mahal na mahal nila ang Pilipinas kaya pinagpalalaban nila ang kanilang mga adhikain.

PUNYETA! EH HINDI RIN KAYO NAGBABAYAD NG TAX! ANG KAKAPAL RIN NG MGA MUKHA NYO!

MGA IPOKRITO! MAHAL DAW ANG PILIPINAS AYAW NAMAN MAGBAYAD NG BUWIS!

BAKIT MAY BIR COLLECTOR BA SA GITNA NG MENDIOLA AT EDSA?! MAY TAX COLLECTION BA SA BUNDOK?!

WALA DIN NAMAN KAYONG MGA TRABAHO! KUNG MAY TRABAHO TALAGA KAYO, HINDI KAYO MAG-RA-RALLY DAHIL SAYANG ANG SWELDO NYO PAG ABSENT KAYO!

PAANO NYO MAIPAPAKITA ANG PAGMAMAHAL NYO SA PILIPINAS KUNG WALA NA KAYONG GAWANG MATINO KUNDI MAG-RALLY AT MAMUNDOK??!!!

ISA PA YANG MGA MAYAYAMAN AT MGA ARTISTA, NA NANGDADAYA AT HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG BUWIS. ANG KAKAPAL NG MUKHA NYO! ANG DAMI NYO NA NGANG PERA NANGDADAYA PA KAYO SA TAX!!!! HINDI NYO NAMAN MADADALA SA IMPIERNO YANG MGA KAYAMAN NYO. MASUSUNOG LANG DUN YAN.

KAYA LALONG BUMABAGSAK ANG NEGOSYO DITO SA PILIPINAS, KASI MGANEGOSYANTE MANDARAYA. PATI SHOWBIZ INDUSTRY, BAGSAK NA DIN. KARMA ANG TAWAG DYAN. MGA BALASUBAS KASI.

Sana magkaron ng POLITICAL AND NATIONAL CLEANSING.

Alisin (mas maganda kung patayin na lang) ang lahat ng pulitiko at political families sa puwesto. Tibagin ang lahat ng mapanirang organizations at grupo. Itapon sa malayong isla o kaya i-pwersa ng hard labor ang mga sobrang tamad na mga Pilipino. Ihiwalay ang mga bata sa kanilang mga tamad at tangang magulang upang makapag-aral sila at maturuan na maging mabuting tao at mamamayan. Magkaron ng bagong lider na walang political ties at utang na loob sa kahit sino.

At higit sa lahat, dapat tax payers lang ang pwedeng bumoto! Kung kinakailangang magka-giyera para magtino ang mga Pilipino, ayos lang. Masyado na kasing matigas ang ulo ng mga tao dito. Gusto ng kalayaan, pero hindi naman handang panagutan ang responsibilidad ng pagiging malaya. Meron daw pinaglalaban na prinsipyo at adhikain pero takot namang mamatay para dito.

Hangga't hindi nagkakaron ng radical change, patuloy na walang kwenta ang Pilipinas at patuloy na magiging tanga ang majority ng mga Pilipino.

Sa dami ng nag-mi-migrate na Pilipino sa ibang bansa, dadating ang panahon na minority na lang ng population sa Pilipinas ang may utak. Yung mga magagaling na Pilipino, malamang maubos na. Sobra na kasi silang na-fru-frustrate at na-de-depress sa mga nakikita nila.

Ilang taon pa at aalis na rin ako sa Pilipinas. Wala kong balak na magkaron ng pamilya sa isang bansa na hindi pinapahalagahan ang kontribusyon ng mga taong tunay na bumubuhay dito. Kawawa naman ang magiging anak ko kung dito sya mabubuhay.

Sa totoo lang, broken hearted ako. Minahal ko din ang bansang ito. Pilit kong pinagtatanggol kahit bulok. Nakarating na ko ng ibang bansa, pero pinili kong bumalik. Pero ngayon, ayoko na. Suko na ko. Sayang lang ako sa bansang to. Simple lang naman ang hiling ko. Gusto ko lang mabuhay ng tahimik at maayos. Gusto ko na kahit paano eh maipagmalaki ang Pilipinas. Pero wala eh. Doomed to be jologs ang bansang to.

Alam ko marami pa ang umaasa at naniniwala sa pagbabago. Good luck and God bless! Sana tama kayo at mali ako.

Politics bulls**t

If only the rally wasn't held here in Ayala, just a couple of buildings away from my office I wouldn't give a sh*t about all these. I'm not affected by this so called cheating issue.. I'm just infuriated by the traffic jam caused by this non-sense rally last Friday.

Here's my two cents...

For me the real issue is not actually on the act of cheating itself... the opposition's furious because PGMA was a better cheater than their candidate. Of course everyone cheats during elections. It's a given. So please let's not pretend we've got clean hands.. ok??

Second, if PGMA were to resign who's gonna replace her?? Oh, please don't tell me... Is this yet again a "I felt my husband's spirit and felt like I should be President on his behalf" bulls**t. Not another Cory Aquino PUHLEEZ!! And yes this time it's worse! Susan Roces?? Haller!! This is getting sicker by the minute!

Third, please let's not pretend we have the Filipino's best interest at heart. Y'all just wanna be on the throne for only one reason - POWER. Let's face it our country's on it's lowest of the low. And even if it were Bush who led us it would take ages for him to bring us back on track. Let's please keep it real for crying out loud!

Finally, sometimes I wonder... are we ever going to let our elected President ever finish his/her term ever?

The end.

Addict..

Eversince I started to play Badminton last week there's no stopping me anymore. I played every single day except last Tuesday 'coz I had to buy more outfits 'coz i'm running out of skirts to wear already and hubby got me a new pair of Rubbershoes 'coz he remembered I was complaining that my Sketchers were really hurting my feet! Silly! Of course it would! It's not supposed to be worn for sports 'coz it's actually a porma rubbershoes not a sports rubbershoes. So he got me an Adidas Torrent. Yes it's not actualy for badminton. It's for tennis actually... again hehehe :D

Anyhow, yesterday we were really BITIN! We were so late in reserving for a slot that the only available time we got was at 6pm at the Zone! Imagine 6pm! Of course I can't leave the office before six so I left at exactly 6pm but then it was so traffic at Dela Costa that we arrived there at 6:20. We still had to change and do our warm-ups so we only got started on the court at 6:30. The funny thing was, the guys that were scheduled on our court for 7pm were already there warming up!

Tonight we'll play doubles again! :D Me and hubby against Jen and Ryan. Hope we score this time :P Unlike last sunday where our score was 15-1. But that's ok, it was Jom's first time to play so we have an excuse :P

Can't wait to smash 'em!!!